It was the first day of Kindergarten for my first born. I was the only one who was able to care for him, feed him, teach him, etc... Or so I thought. I took my stay at home mama job serious. I mean this is our future and he is not a baby, he is a young adult. Someday he will have to get up without me, feed himself, bathe himself, earn money and have a family. He was ready but I was not.